Archives: July 2006

O Lord of all meekness,

Do not let pride swell my heart.

My nature is the mire beneath my feet,

the dust to which I shall return.

In body I surpass not the meanest reptile;

Whatever difference of form and intellect is mine,

is a free grant of Your goodness;

Every faculty of mind and body is Your undeserved gift.

Low as I am as a creature, I am lower as a sinner;

I have trampled Your law times without number;

Sin’s deformity is stamped upon me,

darkens my brow, touches me with corruption:

How can I flaunt myself proudly?

Lowest abasement is my due place,

for I am less than nothing before You.

Help me to see myself in Your sight,

then pride must wither, decay, die, perish.

Humble my heart before You,

and replenish it with Your choicest gifts.

As water rests not on barren hill summits,

but flows down to fertilize lowest vales,

So make me the lowest of the lowly,

that my spiritual riches may exceedingly abound.

When I leave duties undone,

may condemning thought strip me of pride,

deepen in me devotion to Your service,

and quicken me to more watchful care.

When I am tempted to think highly of myself,

grant me to see the wily power of my spiritual enemy;

Help me to stand with wary eye on the watch-tower of faith,

and to cling with determined grasp to my humble Lord;

If I fall let me hide myself in my Redeemer’s righteousness,

and when I escape, may I ascribe all deliverance to Your grace.

Keep me humble, meek, lowly.

Taken from The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth Trust, 1975), p. 88.

26 Jul 2006, Comments Off

A Prayer for Backsliding

Author: Elijah Layfield

O Lord,

When the world’s unbelievers reject You,

and are so forsaken by You that You call them no more,

it is to Your own that You turn,

for in such seasons of general apostasy

they in some measure backslide with the world.

O how free is Your grace

that reminds them of the danger that confronts them

and urges them to persevere in adherence to Yourself!

I bless You that those who turn aside

may return to You immediately,

and be welcomed without anything to commend them,

notwithstanding all their former backslidings.

I confess that this is suited to my case, for of late

I have found great need,

and lack of apprehension of divine grace;

I have been greatly distressed of soul

because I did not suitably come to the fountain

that purges away all sin;

I have labored too much for spiritual life,

peace of conscience, progressive holiness,

in my own strength.

I beg You, show me the arm of all might;

Give me to believe

that You can do for me more than I ask or think,

and that, though I backslide, Your love will never let me go,

but will draw me back to You with everlasting cords;

that You provide grace in the wilderness,

and can bring me out, leaning on the arm of my beloved;

that You can cause me to walk with Him

by the rivers of waters in a straight way,

wherein I shall not stumble.

Keep me solemn, devout, faithful, resting on free grace

for assistance, acceptance, and peace of conscience.

Taken from The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth Trust, 1975), p. 86.

25 Jul 2006, Comments Off

God’s Passion for Your Day, July 24th

Author: Elijah Layfield

“Stay dressed for action and keep your lamps burning, and be like men who are waiting for their master to come home from the wedding feast, so that they may open the door to him at once when he comes and knocks. Blessed are those servants whom the master finds awake when he comes. Truly, I say to you, he will dress himself for service and have them recline at table, and he will come and serve them. If he comes in the second watch, or in the third, and finds them awake, blessed are those servants! But know this, that if the master of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have left his house to be broken into. You also must be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect. Peter said, Lord, are you telling this parable for us or for all? And the Lord said, Who then is the faithful and wise manager, whom his master will set over his household, to give them their portion of food at the proper time? Blessed is that servant whom his master will find so doing when he comes. Truly, I say to you, he will set him over all his possessions. But if that servant says to himself, My master is delayed in coming, and begins to beat the male and female servants, and to eat and drink and get drunk, the master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he does not know, and will cut him in pieces and put him with the unfaithful. And that servant who knew his masters will but did not get ready or act according to his will, will receive a severe beating. But the one who did not know, and did what deserved a beating, will receive a light beating. Everyone to whom much was given, of him much will be required, and from him to whom they entrusted much, they will demand the more” (Luke 12:35-48. The Holy Bible : English Standard Version. Wheaton: Standard Bible Society, 2001).

24 Jul 2006, Comments Off

A Prayer of Shortcomings

Author: Elijah Layfield

O Living God,

I bless You

that I see the worst of my heart as well as the best of it,
that I can sorrow for those sins that carry me from You,
that it is Your deep and dear mercy to threaten punishment

so that I may return, pray, live.

My sin is to look on my faults and be discouraged,

or to look on my good and be puffed up.

I fall short of Your glory every day by spending hours unprofitably,

by thinking that the things I do are good,

when they are not done to Your end,
nor spring from the rules of Your Word.

My sin is to fear what never will be;
I forget to submit to Your will, and fail to be quiet there.

But Scripture teaches me that Your active will

reveals a steadfast purpose on my behalf,
and this quietens my soul, and makes me love You.

Keep me always in the understanding

that saints mourn more for sin than other men,
for when they see how great is Your wrath against sin,
and how Christ’s death alone pacifies that wrath,
that makes them mourn the more.

Help me to see that although I am in the wilderness

it is not all briars and barrenness.

I have bread from heaven, streams from the rock,

light by day, fire by night,
Your dwelling place and Your mercy seat.

I am sometimes discouraged by the way,

but though winding and trying it is safe and short;

Death dismays me, but my great High Priest stands in its waters,

and will open me a passage,
and beyond is a better country.

While I live let my life be exemplary,
When I die may my end be peace.

Taken from The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth Trust, 1975), p. 85.

“And he said to his disciples, Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, nor about your body, what you will put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass, which is alive in the field today, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be worried. For all the nations of the world seek after these things, and your Father knows that you need them. Instead, seek his kingdom, and these things will be added to you. Fear not, little flock, for it is your Fathers good pleasure to give you the kingdom. Sell your possessions, and give to the needy. Provide yourselves with moneybags that do not grow old, with a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also ” (Luke 12:22-34. The Holy Bible : English Standard Version. Wheaton: Standard Bible Society, 2001).

23 Jul 2006, Comments Off

A Prayer of Self-doubting

Author: Elijah Layfield

O Lord,

Help me to approach You

with becoming conception of Your nature, relations and designs.

You inhabit eternity, and

my life is nothing before You;

You dwell in the highest heaven and this cannot contain You;

I live in a house of clay.

Your power is almighty;

I am crushed before the moth.

Your understanding is infinite;

I know nothing as I ought to know.

You can not behold evil;

I am vile.

In my ignorance, weakness, fears, depressions,

may Your Spirit help my infirmities

with supplies of wisdom, strength and comfort.

Let me faithfully study my character,

be willing to bring it to light,

observe myself in my trials,

judge the reality and degree of my grace,

consider how I have been ensnared or overcome.

Grant that I may never trust my heart,

depend upon any past experiences,

magnify any present resolutions,

but be strong in the grace of Jesus:

that I may know how to obtain relief from a guilty conscience

without feeling reconciled to my imperfections.

Sustain me under my trials and improve them to me;

give me grace to rest in You,

and assure me of deliverance.

May I always combine Your majesty with Your mercy,

and connect Your goodness with Your greatness.

Then shall my heart always rejoice in praises to you.

Taken from The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth Trust, 1975), p. 83.

23 Jul 2006, Comments Off

Experiencing Life at the Margins

Author: Elijah Layfield

The Rt. Rev. Dr. David Zac Niringiye, African Bishop, has this (and more) to say about the American church:

It’s so difficult to get American Christians, even those who profess to love missions and their brothers and sisters on the periphery, to actually come and see what is happening where we are. This is especially true of those in the positions of greatest power in the church. I have asked a friend, a pastor of a large church that gives half of its money to missions, to come and spend time on the fringes. But he won’t. He wants to spend his study leave in Oxford, in Australia. How can American pastors be leaders if they haven’t seen what God is doing elsewhere? Every search process for a senior pastor should ask, “Do you have experience in marginal places, economically deprived places, places with HIV/AIDS? Have you gone to be among them?”

Read the entire interview.
23 Jul 2006, Comments Off

God’s Passion for Your Day, July 22nd

Author: Elijah Layfield

“Someone in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, tell my brother to divide the inheritance with me.” But he said to him, “Man, who made me a judge or arbitrator over you?” And he said to them, “Take care, and be on your guard against all covetousness, for one’s life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions.” And he told them a parable, saying, “The land of a rich man produced plentifully, and he thought to himself, ‘What shall I do, for I have nowhere to store my crops?’ And he said, ‘I will do this: I will tear down my barns and build larger ones, and there I will store all my grain and my goods. And I will say to my soul, Soul, you have ample goods laid up for many years; relax, eat, drink, be merry.’ But God said to him, ‘Fool! This night your soul is required of you, and the things you have prepared, whose will they be?’ So is the one who lays up treasure for himself and is not rich toward God” ” (Luke 12:13-21. The Holy Bible : English Standard Version. Wheaton: Standard Bible Society, 2001).

23 Jul 2006, Comments Off

A Prayer of the Broken Heart

Author: Elijah Layfield

O Lord,

No day of my life has passed

that has not proved me guilty in Your sight,

Prayers have been uttered from a prayerless heart;

Praise has been often praiseless sound;

My best services are filthy rags.

Blessed Jesus, let me find a hiding place in Your appeasing wounds.

Though my sins rise to heaven Your merits soar above them;

Though unrighteousness weighs me down to hell,

Your righteousness exalts me to Your throne.

All things in me call for my rejection,

All things in You plead for my acceptance.

I appeal from the throne of perfect justice

to Your throne of boundless grace.

Grant me to hear Your voice assuring me;

that by Your stripes I am healed,

that You were bruised for my iniquities,

that You have been made sin for me

that I might be righteous in You,

that my grievous sins, my many sins,

are all forgiven,

buried in the ocean of Your concealing blood.

I am guilty, but pardoned,

lost, but saved,

wandering, but found,

sinning, but cleansed.

Give me perpetual broken-heartedness,

Keep me always clinging to Your cross,

Flood me every moment with descending grace,

Open to me the springs of divine knowledge,

sparkling like crystal,

flowing clear and unsullied

through my wilderness of life.

Taken from The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth Trust, 1975), p. 83.

21 Jul 2006, Comments Off

God’s Passion for You Day, July 21th

Author: Elijah Layfield

“In the meantime, when so many thousands of the people had gathered together that they were trampling one another, he began to say to his disciples first, Beware of the leaven of the Pharisees, which is hypocrisy. Nothing is covered up that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. Therefore whatever you have said in the dark shall be heard in the light, and what you have whispered in private rooms shall be proclaimed on the housetops. I tell you, my friends, do not fear those who kill the body, and after that have nothing more that they can do. But I will warn you whom to fear: fear him who, after he has killed, has authority to cast into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him! Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? And not one of them is forgotten before God. Why, even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not; you are of more value than many sparrows. And I tell you, everyone who acknowledges me before men, the Son of Man also will acknowledge before the angels of God, but the one who denies me before men will be denied before the angels of God. And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but the one who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven. And when they bring you before the synagogues and the rulers and the authorities, do not be anxious about how you should defend yourself or what you should say, for the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say” (Luke 12:1-12. The Holy Bible : English Standard Version. Wheaton: Standard Bible Society, 2001).